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Sunday, May 5, 2002
I'm feeling much better with this refreshening new livejournal, which is known as "Out Of Blue". it s pretty cool, especially the lay out, ha.
Help yourself by snooping in..
Farewell, cutesmirk.
Saturday, May 4, 2002
Everyone, i'm out to another Livejournal, lol.. actually i got another livejournal username since i didnt verify this username, so i couldnt post up comments and all. I got sick of it, so i'm going to enjoy posting up comments on my new journal. Shall post up one more entry about the new address.
Thanks.
Friday, May 3, 2002
4:16PM
To whoever stole my backpack..
It seemed like a fun yesterday when i thought u pulled on some pranks.
It isnt funny anymore..
And you are still doing it..
Too late, you crossed the line.
I'm pissed.
Current mood:  pissed off
4:13PM
I'm at home, obviously. Pager is still missing, i mean the backpack. I dont think i'd care as much if i had pager with me and the backpack was missing. I'm royally pissed.
I swear, if i happen to find out who. The person s dead, he/she s going to suffer a sweet revenge.
Geez, am i rubbing it in? ugh
Am i making it worst? ugh
Fuck everything, i am making things worst.
Like it matters since today is already a worst day for me.
I searched my backpack everywhere yesterday and today, from corner to corner, shelves to the ending of the shelves. From the hall to the ending of the hall..
No sign of my backpack...
who in the world would have done this..
Fallon, i'm watching...
So watchout, girl..
::unhelpful smirk::
At the upcoming 1:15 in the afternoon, my backpack (including the pager) shall be missing for fucking Twenty-Four hours. Last night at home without pager drove me insane..
Furiously pissed, give me the belongings.
Thursday, May 2, 2002
Auto response from LightinXParaDise [10:04 PM]: i'm cooking myself a dinner however knowing that my pager s gone drives me crazy ::pulls my hair::
Louvenia8 [10:05 PM]: isid
Louvenia8 [10:18 PM]: haahwhoaa.. why dont u try to im him/her on ur pager
Louvenia8 [10:18 PM]: and see who has it
Louvenia8 [10:18 PM]: well only if she/he replies
Louvenia8 [10:18 PM]: hahahah
Louvenia8 [10:18 PM]: well only if she/he replies
Louvenia8 [10:18 PM]: hahahah
Louvenia8 [10:18 PM]: sowwy abt that, really
LightinXParaDise [10:20 PM]: it s okay really.. i know i'll find it.. but somehow i'm feeling that the seniors s having my pager in their pockets!!
Louvenia8 [10:22 PM]: ahh
Louvenia8 [10:22 PM]: at least u dont have limited characters or smething like that
Louvenia8 [10:22 PM]: just hope they dont steal ur pager
LightinXParaDise [10:23 PM]: yeahh.. at least i changed my password recently.. he/she got disconnected. so that s good.
Louvenia8 [10:26 PM]: ahahah
Louvenia8 [10:26 PM]: smart move!
LightinXParaDise [10:26 PM]: ::laughs:: probably so, but it wasnt smart when i had my backpack at this prohibited area, pfft,.
Louvenia8 [10:28 PM]: haha frosh :) seniors alert ;) ahh who else has his/her backpack missing?
LightinXParaDise [10:28 PM]: serious.. u have my backpack? ::stares:: you are SO dead.
LightinXParaDise [10:28 PM]: ursa s backpack wasnt exactly missing but she found it in a trash.
Louvenia8 [10:31 PM]: yeah it was placed at a diff place
LightinXParaDise [10:31 PM]: bitCh.. at least, i ll be kissing u cuz i dont get to do my hwks :-D
Louvenia8 [10:31 PM]: nah read carefully ;)
LightinXParaDise [10:32 PM]: uhhhh?
LightinXParaDise [10:32 PM]: oh.. it doesnt mean that u were the one who did it? ahh.
Louvenia8 [10:32 PM]: i m completely innocen
Louvenia8 [10:32 PM]: t
Louvenia8 [10:32 PM]: haha grins
Louvenia8 [10:32 PM]: ure so clueless
Louvenia8 [10:32 PM]: thats cute
LightinXParaDise [10:32 PM]: bitch..
LightinXParaDise [10:33 PM]: at least now i know that my backpack n pager s safe :-D unless u did something to it, so did u? AH!
Louvenia8 [10:35 PM]: ah im helping u here
LightinXParaDise [10:35 PM]: uh uh are u? pfft.. u can help me by telling me where it is placed safely :-D
LightinXParaDise [10:36 PM]: i mean.. i wasted 2 hrs searching for it.. geez.. seniors are SO DEAD!
Louvenia8 [10:45 PM]: i have no clue where it is :)
Auto response from LightinXParaDise [10:45 PM]: Enjoying the poop orgasms.
Louvenia8 [10:45 PM]: ahh 2hrs?
Louvenia8 [10:45 PM]: i feel u *smirks*
LightinXParaDise [10:47 PM]: ughhh bitch.. u r confusing me.. dammit i hate seniors, period.
LightinXParaDise [10:51 PM]: Sheesh.. i need my backpack back. i'll be a good boy ::chuckles::like i'll be..
Current mood:  crazy Current music: Seniors, be prepared, especially you Fallon.
Tuesday, April 23, 2002
10:14PM
It s so strange... it s probably weird.. but it s hard.
I'm actually leaving my childhood house. I cannot believe this. PRobably it s the brevity of a illusion that i ve got to face, uh? this s stupid, i know. But in the other good words, i am going to live in frederick, the town that most of my friends live in. I'll miss the montgomery county kids. if any of you happen to check this, i love you all.
Farewell 7008 Palamar Turn Seabrook MD 20706 ::turns aside; smiles cheerfully:: 2622 Cameron Way Frederick MD 21701 awaits me...
Sunday, April 21, 2002
9:14PM
Well.. Lot of things happened ever since my last entry.. God.. damn this world, this.. ugh i nearly had my last breath... it s complicated. Well if it wasnt for Lari and Laura.. i dont think i'd be typing this entry.
Maybe i am exaggerating?
But it s the way i am feeling.. ah i hate being down..
Being a Teenager s the toughest stage to go through or to be in..
Current mood: cynical
AH.. this song was also a song that i sang to tabitha on a special occasion, but when? ha i dont remember, lol.. anyway.. you guys must think i'm a dork but.. i got this song from Pearl Harbor's videotape.. i rewinded it constantly just to rewrite the song on the paper since it was in closed captions, it s so impossible to get them all at once u know.. so it took me 45 mins just to write this, well it was sure worth.. all i know is.. i dont think i'm a dork for doing this since the song was perfectly defined of how i feel about her :)
When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I’ll be glad cause I was blessed
To get to have you in my life
When I look back on these days
I’ll look and see your face
You were right there for me
In my dreams I’ll always see you
Soar above the sky
In my heart, there will always be a place for you
For all my life
I’ll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be
Well, you showed me how it feels
To feel the sky within my reach
And I always will remember
All the strength you gave to me
Your love made me make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me
In my dreams I’ll always see you
Soar above the sky
In my heart there’ll always be
A place for you
For all my life
I’ll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you’ll be
Cause I always saw
In you my light
My strength
And I want to thank you now
All the ways
Everywhere I am
There you’ll be
Every where I am
There you’ll be
There you’ll be
There you’ll be….
This was the song i sang to tabitha on her birthday, October 26.. i was surfing on the saved entries i had made in Microsoft Word, and found this..
I cant say why I love you, but I do Yes I do
When I’m around you it feels so good, feels so good
And everything that I can do every wish I make for you
In the end it all came true and I
I can’t say why I love you, can’t say, cant say but I do
I can’t say why I love you, can’t say, cant say but I do
I cant say why I love you
Baby when I found you I just knew, I just knew that I
Couldn’t live without you
Feel it too, do you feel it too
Everything you give to me feels as though it’s meant to be
If you ever ask me how I feel
I cant say why I love you, can’t say but I do
I can’t say why I love you, can’t say but I do
I can’t say why l love you
Now I’m thinking of you when I cant explain the feeling
But I know that it’s real when I hold you
When I saw you, you know, I knew
I knew I couldn’t live without
Without you ever in my life
Everything you give to me feels as though it’s meant to be
So if you ever asked me how I feel
I can’t say why I love you, can’t say, can’t say but I do
I can’t say why I love you, can’t say, can’t say but I do. Yes babe but I do
I can’t say why I love you, can’t say, can’t say but I do. Yes babe but I do, just come on babe
I can’t say why I love you, can’t say, can’t say but I do. Yes babe but I do, just come on babe
I can’t say why I love you, can’t say, can’t say but I do. Yes babe but I do, just come on babe
Cant say... ::fades::
Remember he is only a third grader.. it was what he had sent my mom..
MAybe the grammar isnt what you guys expected, but for a 3rd grader, come on..
Dear Aunt Jenni,
Let me tell you that I got my Parvuli Dei (Children of God) Emblem yesterday. It is something that tells you that you are closer to God than you've ever felt. It is a Cub Scout medal that is presented to everybody ( Catholic Scouts) that wants to receive it and they strive and usually they get it. But the hard thing is, if you don't try to get it you won't. You have to do almost everything you can to receive it. In our Parvuli Dei workbook, it has aaa lllloooooootttttt of stuff in it about religion, activities, do-by-yourself things and nature stuff. But the main subject is religion. I got it at Mass and it has a rectangle with "Parvuli Dei" at the top of the medal and a diamond shape attached with the picture of the Holy Family (Jesus, Mary and Joseph) and the Holy Spirit in the form of a dove.
P.S. I lost my ninth tooth on the April 19.
Love, Spencer
My Cousin, Spencer..
He is only third grader. He is 8 years old.
We all had suspected something fishy going on with him. He was always hyper, active, impossibility of staying put within a min or two. We all were determined that he had ADHD or some kind of attention disorder.
We were DEAD WRONG!
He was on lot of tests and all.. He is GIFTED!
He is gifted, he has been acting like this because everything is bored to him and he is able of doing 10th grade classwork, holy shit. And his english grammar is in 7th grade.. while his reading level is PHS.. above 12th grade level.
Which is higher than mine ::cringe::
He is so gifted. Only 8 years old.
2:41PM
The pain i am having right now is just like waves coming in and go.
Pain constantly throbs.
Saturday, April 20, 2002
Ughh i woke up 730 this morning.. to drive up to frederick for my brothers' flag football game.. it was also brandon's birthday.. So we stopped by mcdonalds to get breakfast.. then we drove all the way to frederick.. and i got there um at like 830 or so.. saw carey.. and other bunches of kids.. i was waiting for di to show up, ha sure enough she did :) then we yakked through the game.. i barely know what happened.. at least i think either brandon or clayton made the touchdown, or they both did? hah.. anyway afterwards we all went to the uhh.. furniture store near dearbrought, i am not sure where exactly.. anyway.. we were planning on looking around for some furnitures since we are moving out to a new house this friday.. we didnt expect this.. it was all of sudden, so fast. We bought 3 sofas and a chair.. i am like.. in love with them ::smiles:: then uhh.. i'm not sure what i did exactly next, lol.. ah whatever.. the day went on blah.. we all shopped :)
Then we ate dinner at the japanese restaurant, Sakura. Brandon selected the restaurant ever since it was his birthday. so we all enjoyed the shrimps and all. Accidentally, we saw Mabashov and the benedicts' at the sakura, lol..
The day went on with mike videotaping.. so when brandon was planning on getting a cake from this japanese lady.. mike passed out the cameracorder.. and i was taping it.. all of those japanese singing happy birthday to him and all that shit..
Then when i gave it back to mom.. she was furiously upset "You didnt turn it on.. oh my god" Ughh.. i thought i did, ugh i'm screwed. Brandon was sorta down.. Ugh i felt SO bad.. but at least he had this chocolate cake to cheer him up, at least i guess.. then we rode back home.. we got here at 8:15..
What a fun 13 hours, at least i think ;)
Friday, April 19, 2002
10:55PM
I'm lost, I feel lost, especially in this world, this planet.
10:23PM
The best feeling in the whole world is to know how good it is to stay dreaming.. where i could stay in my fantasies.. and enjoy them in the ways i want it.. why cant the life be like that? ::rolls eyes:: i dont understand.
Why does crisises and life itself have to be that "SO" cOmpliCated?
9:47PM
You, the High Class Cowardly Bastard Kid..
Shape up..
Drop dead and get a life.
3:51PM
::laughs::
When i got back from the dr.. after posting up an entry, i went straight to bed.. i was tired for no reasons.. then when i woke up.. it was 3:20.. oh! i missed DOOL, lala like i care, lol.. i cld have tabby to explain me what happened.. i dont really care, pfft..
Maybe i do, enough to post this up? ha
Somebody.. if you are checking this.. I'm really sorry, you know who you are..
I feel bad.
10:08AM
Ah i missed school today :-D actually it s a half day.. like i care, ha.. i had to miss due to a doctor s appt. They warned me that they ll take 15 blood tests, i had to scream, i wanted to die because i had to go on this "fasting" not allowed to eat for 8 hours before the blood test. So when i sat on the chair and they snug the needle in my arms, they only took 3 blood tests, pfft.
I'm backkk.. whoo i have this house all to myself.. foods all to myself.. computer all to myself.. tv, sofa :) ::mind flashes:: DOOL! oh yes, that s right :-D i am going to watch DOOL and not the least, PAssions from 1-3 :-D
Ugh i am going to get another livejournal since this one.. i am not able to post a comment with my username, so all along i have been posting up comments using anonymous.. it didnt bother me.. but now, i am not able to post up comments, even though it s anonymous, i'm fed up.. i'll get another user :) i'll just post an entry here to let the people know about the new livejournal addy..
Ah i'll roll and enjoy the rest of the day.
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